How hard it is to work under uncertainty
How hard it is to work under uncertainty while everyone else seems so sure of their future. You watch the world move forward while you stay frozen in space and time, building with broken boards a project you don’t even know will ever see the light of day.
How hard it is to carry the weight of your destiny and your future. How hard it is to work without a reward. And how hard it is to be surrounded by people who love and support you, but can’t fully understand you. They get you, but they don’t know how you feel. Because only those who’ve walked that same path truly know the exhaustion, the fear and the suffocation.
And in the end you realize it’s not the work. It’s the loneliness and the uncertainty. It’s not the hours you put in, but the hours of your life you leave behind. It’s not the fear of failure, but the fear of realizing, too late, that you wasted part of your life chasing something that never came to exist.
